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well not really. I have been working just that I haven’t been able to get paid because my work is updating my blogs. Writing is the only thing that I love enough that can actually relax me at any time. I love to write and I realized this summer that I can use it as a a form of therapy and so I started my blogs and also my vlogs on youtube as my way out.
It gets really frustrating at times but I just keep on writing or talking. Instead of talking to myself and answering my back I simply share my thoughts with others who may find themselves in the very same situation as me. Sharing my thoughts about what’s happening in my life ease the burden of carrying it alone but also reminds me that I am not alone in my struggles as I get feed back from others.
As with most writers there will be writer’s block and frustration but as long as there’s a pen, paper, a keyboard and a camera, continue to share your story as I will continue to share mine.
Love and Blessings
So I am actually recording the lesson reviews as we speak “just waiting for them to upload” and today was actually a pretty good day. I felt really, really, good after this morning’s worship and it gave me a bright outlook with which to begin the day. Of all the tasks that was on my to do list, I accomplished three but I still think that I did quite good.
The best news of all though was that I actually got a call back from one of the jobs that I had emailed and was asked to come in for an interview and training. I am sooooooooooooo happy right now. Simply getting the call back itself is awesome. God loves to do things on His own time so I am learning patience and also learning to give Him His working space.
I will update tomorrow about how everything well, so please do keep me in your prayers.
“We can’t always choose our circumstances , but we can choose our attitudes towards them.” — Unknown
That was a tweet that I got from following Neil Gibson on twitter to tell you the truth I really needed that, it makes me realize that I am not alone.
So last night or this morning rather I went to bed on top of the world and now I’m feeling like a sad little puppy “insert puppy face here”. I know that lack of sleep has a lot to do with and so does stress but I’m still not liking this feeling. I’m know why I’m upset but because I can’t change the situations my mind is telling me that I also can’t change my feeling which I know is not true. Right now some of my stress include a relationship that I am not so sure about, I’m three weeks away from maybe not attending classes again, I’m broke, I need to find a new place to live, I need to have some legal stability in my life, I need to work on my relationship with my parents, I need to actually put some food in my system as my hair is starting to show it, I need a job and so on and so on. So to kinda help me get out of this funk that I’m in I decided to do four things this afternoon.
- Finish cleaning my room as well as the bathroom
- Go on a half hour jog around the field.
- Read a book right now I think it’s going to be Max Lucado’s “Cure for the Common Life” something about finding your sweet spot.
- Go to bed at 11pm whether I’m sleepy or not
Maybe I’ll do them maybe I won’t who knows, all I know is that I wanna get out of this mood. I think that I’ll go jogging right before bedtime so that I can kinda tire myself out. I have no idea what will happen but we’ll see. Right now I’m listening to The Northern Caribbean Choir and they sound amazing. I’ll be sure to check back in an hour with an update.